She hesitated "we both saw the future; know what will be; saw our futures." And Wendy nodded and both looked stressed. Wendy half whispered "you can h...lp us" and looked at Ava, she looked frightened. Ava asked me "do you believe in fate"? I nodded my head for yes. "Ava something is strange here, just tell me what's up" I asked.Ava started her story "Wendy and I smoked some Spice, man made marijuana, and then we saw our futures and the lives we will lead, saw the road we'll each travel in life. I wanted to thank you in person for the help. I didn't figure I had any friends anywhere. My daughter passed the bar for Nevada and is going to start her practice here. This is all because of you and the arrest of Hub or should I say his death. Why did you take such a chance because of a sorry person like me Harry?" It wasn't just for you, Doris. It was for everyone he hurt over the years with his dad's help. You and your daughter were just the catalyst that set it all off. I still find it hard. It was one part of my life my mom couldn’t control, no matter what she did. A second piece was that it was that the best way I knew to upset my mom. The third piece was tied to my rejection of Roman Catholic teaching about sex being a sin.All of those, either directly or indirectly, had to do with my mom. Jennifer had pushed me to stop yielding control of my life and seeking approval of others. For that matter, so had Stephanie. Those two seemed to be completely in sync. And I was in sync with. . Hai raam.. Aaj meri barson ki tamanaa poori hogee.. Badi pyaasi hai.. Betaa yeh choot.. Tere land nay ek aas si jagaa dee thi.. Per daamaad hai ker kay ek dar saa tha.. Agar tujhay kuch kahoon. Aaj tho mujhay yekin ho gayaa ki aisay lund ki tho koi bhi ek choot bhook nahin mitaa saktee.. Lagtaa hai mein kuch jayaadaa hi bol gayee hoon.. Hai naa betaa.. Please aaj meri baroson ki bhookh mitaa doh daamaadji..” Mainay jawaab diyaa, “Saasu Maa.. Jab say shadi huvi hai.. Mein tho aapkay shareer ko.