Michael scarred my life, and you are a by-product of that scarring. I never hated you or resented you. And to be honest, if it wasn’t for what Micha...l did, I never would have met Jake,’ Caitlin said firmly but gently. The smell of eggs wafted over from the table behind theirs and Caitlin suppressed a groan. ‘Jake, let me out,’ she managed to say. Jake slid out of the booth and watched as Caitlin moved quickly to the bathroom. ‘Is Caitlin okay?’ Craig asked. Jake nodded. ‘She’s fine, it’s been a. I had never seen porn, outside of a single still frame picture I found in the bathroom. The picture was of a woman bent down with a man inside her that one of my brothers must have left in the bathroom. Up until this point, I had pretended and thought that the types of guys I liked were conventionally attractive guys. I measured potential boyfriends against a list in my head that I never transcribed into my journal, which should have been my first clue it was nonsense. I wanted someone. Itna motta or itna lumba lund mare gaand main phans gaya .mare gaand kay nazuk lips poray os kay lund kay erd gird phansay hoay thay . or maray mu say bola nahi ja raha tha .Os ka lund apni billy tak feel kar rahi thi .udhar train be station pay ruk chuki thi edhar mare gaand main lund phansa hoa tha .or wo aik he jhatka tha jis nay mare gaand ki virginty es tarha kholi jo main nahi bhol sakte . or wo be os nay dhaka nahi mara tha wo to apni taraf say slow dalna chha raha tha magar jab train. That’s enough Grandma, have a nice day.”“Which one did she use?”“The W word.”“I tried to tell her times are changing, but you know how people can get as they get older.”“Yes mom, you’ve told me a million times.”“Exaggeration’s not nice kiddo. Eat up.”“Yes mom.”But, what if Grandma’s right? What if the Program is designed to make whores out of us all?No. What would the government have to gain from a nation of sexual promiscuity? That can’t be their reason.Of course that’s not their reason..