” I was mad with sexual emotion. I told-” mom ,plz….dont say no. I love u and i want u. ” my mom became restless hearing such things from me a...d whispered-“are you mad? What r u talking ? This is sin. Leave me. What happened to u today?”I had started kissing mom . I did not listen to her. She blushed and trid to pull out. But i was strong like a bull. I whishpered -” see mom, for god’s sake please don’t go away.please.” mom was afraid of the relatives next room. She whispered with. " OMG, I thought to myself later that week. What an unmitigated disaster. Michael had been sobbing like a three year who’d just lost his ball. Uncontrollably at first and then later in fits and bursts whenever I attempted to console him. I had been more upset than anticipated. It was simply due to the fact I was used to having him around, to talk with. To talk at was probably more to the point. Either way after many tissue filled nights spent talking with Mom on the phone, then watching reruns. Jon danced with Rosie and her friend Sammy for a few songs. Sammy then moved off to dance with some young guy. Rosie stayed dancing with Jon, always smiling.Jon’s wife sat by the bar with Dave and a few others, chatting and drinking.Suddenly the dance music faded and a slower song came on. Rosie smiled and came closer as Jon put his arms around her waist. They slow danced together for a few songs. Jon loved this, Rosie was gorgeous he thought. He could feel the weight of her lovely big boobs. “I just cannot believe that people would be robbing others at all, let alone the first night of this sort of emergency!”“Cannot believe, or do not want to believe? You have seen the folks who come through ER. What fraction of them, if you met them at Wal-Mart, would you wish you had a gun in your purse?”She looked at me in the darkness. “Too many. You think this is one of that sort of roadblocks?”“Don’t know, don’t care to find out. Let’s tiptoe down this track. and slip into the park. We can.