. “This massage is finished,” I said. “You may dress and come to my cabin later...You must also be very discreet, don't tell a soul .. It's th...ee doors down from here..” Sandy stood and said nothing..going into the restroom and dressing. She came out and gave me $50.. “ I can't take this, I'm still an apprentice..” “ It's your tip for a job well done-- and a future one well done..” she smiled. She turned to leave, and kissed me full on the lips.. ” I'll see you later, about 11pm—O K?” I. When I did finally stand she looked right at my cock and said somebody is happyto see me. The toilet is right next to the bathtub and that's where she sat as she gave me a bath. As Vanessa washed me I just could not keep my eyes from looking between her legs as they would open and close. I was in a daze each time I caughta glimpse of that large lump which by now was huge. Vanessa told me to stand up soshe could wash my legs. Still in a daze I stood up not realizing my boy cock was fully swollen. I just want to survive the next few months.”Joey was looking at me and I felt that familiar feeling forming on its own. I went ahead and made an empathic connection with him. Sharing your thoughts and bodies could be very intimate, but an empathic connection was far more so as at the time I didn’t know how to hide anything I felt. I poured my heart and soul into it, dumping all my hopes and fears, and then we shared our mutual worries with each other.In the end, we both felt better. We hadn’t. Even bare feet are sore not much. I tried it several times and if I met men on my winter walk, I immediately forgot about whole situation. Like there was no winter, no minus degrees. I can’t explain, how sexual excitement can be so powerful, that it completely eliminates the feeling of cold? Thinking of it even scares me,“ she told.I really couldn’t explain this. Because I am also nudist and maybe exhibitionist, I have tried sometimes winter nudism. Maybe I withstand cold more than usual.