I can’t tell you where I would mentally be at a particular moment. In a lot of ways, it really doesn’t matter. When the emotions become too intens..., my fingers travel to my pussy and I rub my clit until I cum over and over again. Multiple orgasms keep the confusion away. One afternoon, I was lying in bed, completely naked and rubbing my swollen clit when Xiong walked in unexpectedly. Immediately, I pulled my fingers out and presented myself to him for inspection. If he saw me playing with. She told me I was the hottest little white they had ever fucked. I begged them to come back and fuck me again. Well are they going to I asked. She said yes but the rest of the crew will join in next time. When is the next time I asked her? Tomorrow she said. Tomorrow? I said. She said that's why I licked you up. My pussy and ass is to sore and I didn't want your little pee pee bothering me. Wait , I don't get to have sex with you tonight! She said all you will be doing is licking real man cum. Gloria, no, I- She squeezed his hand. Its all right. I really dont know whats wrong. I have no idea. But Im going to try harder. I know we can make it through whatever this is. I promise Im going to try. I promise Ill- He kissed her. She was surprised, and almost pulled away, but made herself kiss him back. She closed her eyes and thought back to the night they met, their first date, their wedding night, the times theyd stayed up all night talking about the future and the times shed waited all. "OK, we'll use my room. Choose your weapon!" I laughed. I heard the sound of the loo being used and flushed and water being run. Another five minutes passed and I slowly climbed the stairs, thinking that this would be for the last time as a virgin.In my room the curtains had been pulled, the lights were off but the bed was lit in the glow of some sweet smelling candles. Good old Mum, just perfect! On my bedside table she had chosen two dildos, a fairly small smooth silver one and a larger.