I was expected to lose my virginity to an animal and nothing short of that would ever satisfy my mother. The thought totally repulsed me, but a small ...art of me wondered what it would be like. What if having sex with an animal was better than with a man? What if this was the way it was meant to be?For the last few years, I had felt a rift grow between my mother and me. Oddly enough, it had started shortly after my sister’s eighteenth birthday. I used to believe she had grown tired of me and my. Aikdam merii tango p kisi ne haath phera aur ye dekha to ye humara mulazim khan tha :oM dargya aur kaha jaoo yhan se please aur meri ankhon mhalkay ansu agye jis se thora kajal baha aur m air sexy lgnay laga(lgi) khan ki shalwar se pata chalra tha k wo mjh p khuaaar hogaya hai,,,, wo bola aj to naii choruga tu Bach ab aur yh keh k mjh p kooda aur mere mun gardan p kiss karnay laga m chorwanay ki koshish ki lekin he was strong ye kartay wo meri zaban chtnay laga aur mere mun thookra tha andar. Like a few weeks ago, I saw this fat chick dressed like that. Jiggly belly and fat round haunches sticking out between her top and her pants. Doesn't she know that she's showing enough for three chicks? Moooo, who needs to see that?But the funny thing was, after I saw it, I couldn't help think about her. And in a funny way, I kind of came to respect her for showing off the latest fashion even when it was so unsuited to her. It was fearless, you had to give her that. That was a pretty good word. We tried going a second time buthe was just too exhausted to get it all the way up. I think it bothered himmore than he'd say, because I swear he had tears in his eyes when I told himit was okay, that we'd make up for it next time.Today I told Joey about my visit to the gynecologist - I've discontinued mybirth control and started on fertility treatments. I was afraid he'd beupset, but he's really happy about the idea of giving me a baby. He saidit'd be so wonderful to have me and our baby.