." Tommy shook his head back and forth in misery and sniffed. They wouldn't really do that to him, would they? He knew the girl they were talking abou.... Franny despised him, and with good reason. He and his friends used to ridicule her and tell jokes about her because she was a little overweight and had enormous tits for her age. It was all in fun. The thought of Franny and some of the other girls he knew back then all grown up and watching him crawl around the floor of Marie's apartment in. "I'll kiss your ass!" "I'll hold you to that," Shannon said, taking the game off the TV. "Now where's my drink?" "Is wine okay?" I asked. "It's all we have." "Red or White?" "Red." "Sure, let's have it." A few minutes later Shannon and I were sitting on the living room floor around a Scrabble board, each with a glass of wine. She had always been kind of a flirt, although she was being especially flirty that night, with plenty of sexual innuendos. I had always been attracted to Shannon, although. I often try to find a regular so I don’t have to keep looking on the phone apps. I found a guy recently who was older, clean, mature and could host at his house. He gave me the address to his apartment and I arrived. He opened the door with a robe on. I walked in and he guided me to the couch. We got undressed and he walked over to me, got onto his knees and took my soft cock into his mouth. It was so warm. I grabbed the back of his head and controlled the rhythm. After about 5 minutes I pushed. I just can't take seeing what I have done to him. I love him more than anything, then I ruined his life. Maybe he's better off if I just went away." Jenny sounded miserable."But you don't want that, do you?"She paused, "No, I want to find a way to fix this mess, but how can you fix something this broken? I don't want to hurt Dani, but if it will help John, I'd be willing to move back to New York and start over again." I heard her voice break as she finished."Jenny, I can't tell you what to do,.