I smiled as I could feel Julie easing her head onto my shoulders like she had found a cozy shelter. I could feel my breath getting rapid as I felt a f...miliar change in my organ. I shuddered as I felt myself getting aroused, feeling the most beautiful girl in my arms I had ever met in my life. “This is not right John she gave up something precious only to make you feel better but you are doing something wrong,” warned my conscience. “She’s your girl and she is here for you. She would never think. ’ I smiled. ‘It’s okay. I was feeling like a teenage hooligan.’ Without skipping a beat, because I could tell I was holding him up, and driving in this weather wouldn’t be very easy. ‘Question for you pal… Remember that favor you owe me?’ This time it was he who had the wide grin across his face. ‘So, you’re cashing in!’ He laughed. ‘Say no more, what’ll it be? VIP passes to the club? A night at the Sheraton? You name it, you’ve got it.’ ‘Actually, I was hoping we could go upstairs. It’s. Then one day we began a new phase to our little play time together .On this particular day I got to wear a nice summer dress, and for the first time ever, he put some black shoes on my feet making sure they were nice and clean. I didn’t ask why the shoes were produced I just thought they looked nice with my outfit. Then the surprise, even though it was summertime he put a coat on me, took me outside to the car and sat me in the back. This was new, as normally I had to stay away from any windows. In truth, it felt kind of good at the time.I took off, and took a convoluted way home. My best guess is I made the return trip five or six miles long, and took a little better than an hour to complete the run. It was approaching noon when I arrived home, sweating heavily and having run some of the anxiety out of my body. But I was no closer to understanding my feelings or knowing what I should do next than when I left.Mom was sitting at the kitchen table sipping coffee and nursing her daily.