I sensed his presence before I actually saw him. My whole body started to melt. I felt his arms come up around me from behind and pull me into his bod.... He hugged me against his warm body and I felt all tension drain out of my body. He brushed my hair off of my neck as he started to nibble and suck on my neck. As my knees started to buckle, he picked me up and carried me to the bed and lay me down on rose petals. He tugged at the edge of my towel until it fell from my body. He gazed at my body. The girls seemed excited by the blackout and talked among themselves loudly. It sounded like a girls’ school, but I couldn’t follow anything they were saying – as soon as mother/matron left they had resumed speaking Malaysian instead of English, which they were forced to do around me for politeness at the insistence of the mother/matron. Whatever it was they were saying it sounded random and conversational and jovial. Something touched my knee. I felt lips against my ear, a woman’s lips. . Carolyn was asleep in the bed, curled up on one side, sheets kicked down to the foot of the bed. She was wearing a thin, pale pink cotton nightgown and was snoring lightly."Carolyn!" I whispered fiercely as I shook her shoulder with my hands. "Wake up!! Come on!!" I urged."Wha...what's wrong?" she grumbled, not quite awake. She blinked her eyes several times and glared up at me groggily."Honey, I need your help. Come on! Get up! You have to go downstairs...now!" I insisted as I pulled on her. "I was watching one of my dad's movies....and I was, well...." "Were you masturbating?!" asked Ronnie, shocked. Tiara never mentioned this before and they shared almost everything. "Yes!" said Tiara before crying again. "Tiara! It's ok!" laughed Ronnie. "I masturbate all the time!" Tiara stopped crying and looked at her friend. "Really?" "Really really. So what happened?" "Well, I was playing with it and my finger went inside and I felt a burn and saw that my finger was covered in blood. I.