I cant. Three years, Three long years, I have lingered in the mundane. living in the predesigned image of sociaty. It felt like there was a part of me...that longed to be released. I think this is why I could never bear the thought of letting go of you. I knew, that despite all my efforts, the house, cars, and wife, that I would never be part of society. Not without my book of dirty little secrets. Oh my dear, dear, Diary, I have such a nice one. If you recall back into my teenage years, I would. I could see him looking along the road, looking for somewhere to stop, until he suggested somewhere quiet. I refused him, being stubborn and bitchy and he looked at me desperately, frustrated at being so horny and frustrated at my attitude. He started using a pet name he had used on me when we were together, followed by I want you. I only managed another mile down the road before asking him to turn off the road and find somewhere. He looked relieved. He parked up, turning his lights off and I. I was worried as i don’t have the condom with me and asked her about this to which she said not to wry as she is clean n hygiene with disease free. She applied soap on my penis and told me to lie down on the floor. As i lied down she came on top of me and started to insert my dick in her pussy.. In one stroke it went inside very smoothly. I was in heaven.. It was so hot n wet i can’t tell u guys.. Feeling a pussy without condom is world’s best feeling. She started to pump on me slowly. Her. „Du bist ja ganz nackt", sagte er erstaunt.Ich erschrak. Verdammt, ich hatte vergessen, mir wieder etwas überzuziehen. Aber ich log routiniert. „Ja, mir war irgendwie so heiß. Scheiß Wechseljahre."„Arme Maus", meinte Manfred noch einmal. Zugleich begann er, mich zu streicheln. Ich merkte, dass er angetrunken war -- sein gutes Recht an diesem Tag. Und wie alle Männer witterte er Sex, sobald er eine nackte Frau vor sich hatte. Normalerweise hätte ich ihm das auch nicht verweigert, aber heute.