I then called the contractor I had spoken to earlier and told him I would like to erect a building for hay storage. I gave him the size I wanted and h... said he could start immediately since the building wouldn’t need water or electricity. He estimated it would take two to three weeks to complete.I called the rancher who had purchased Mr. Blanton’s ranch back in North Carolina and asked where he was buying his hay. He told me he had sold the majority of his cattle and had hay left over from last. .. I am not sure I can be with a man again. I don't think I can feel anything anymore," I say quietly, searching your eyes for a glimpse of understanding. "I can't even imagine kissing a man again."You deeply sigh and look at me with concern. I wish I knew what you were thinking at this moment. I bite my lip again."Please close your eyes," you say. "Just trust me. I would never hurt you."Hesitantly, I close my eyes. I feel your warm hands touch my chin and I flinch a little. Then, a soft kiss. Or at the very least I thought that I should introduce you to each other."Leila, looked down at Iris solemnly for a moment, and then she smiled, and her whole face lit up. "Hello, please do forgive my being so rude, it's just that I have barely had any sleep and little Toby is just being so fretful..." her smile wavered again."Speaking of little Toby," James cut in. "Where is the little tyke?" He's sitting in the living room, and feeling very sorry for himself," she smiled but her eyes were. At a table in front of them, a pretty black lady was sitting quietly drinking a beer. To my right was a long bar with an older white man standing behind it. He looked to be about fifty and had a huge pot belly. Looking around, I didn't see anybody else.I took a deep breath. It smelled like piss, stale beer, and sweat. I kind of nauseated me. The crotch of my panties was so wet that I was almost afraid I had peed myself. I walked to the third stool in and hopped up on it. The bartender.