That's because I have to be sure that I won't get a nasty reaction or a rejection because when you want to say, this is all of me, nothing hurts more ...han the other person reacting with anger or behaving like they think there is something wrong with you.But I don't want to hide it. I love him and I want him to know all of me. The first time we got together I had made everything so special and perfect; I lit candles all around the bedroom and wrote I love you in rose petals on the bed. I wore a. He too fucked me in pussy and came in me in 2 minutes only and again got hidden. i was so ashamed of myself and my beautiful body which had become a curse for me then two havaldaars came together and undressed.One of them was lying on the floor then i was sleeping on him facing my breasts to him and other came from behind and inserted in my asshole. i was very tired of previous fucking but they made me stay awake by giving very hard jerks and i was again in pain. They took more than 50 minutes. He wanted to please her. Wanted to be hisold self for her so that she would respect and like him.She smiled into his eyes, She seemed oblivious to his condition, to hisembarrassment, even to the cause of it. She was just friendly as heremembered girls to be."You poor sweetie. You must be absolutely exhausted. Come along. You'llfind it all gets so much better from now on."She walked along side him, not in front, not behind but as a friendwould. For the first time since the nightmare began, he. I can feel it swelling up and throbbing, its so incredible. He forces it down my throat farther than it was before and grabbed the back of my head with two big hands and fucks my face for all he’s worth pumping and thrusting his muscled hips into my face. I’ve got tears streaming down my face, I can’t see and I’m now gagging. And he keeps going, I’m afraid he’s going to just shoot down my throat and I want hm to do it but I shouldn’t let him. But both my hands are on his thick muscled thighs.