I gave him one last hard smirk look. "Rob I know it is late, but I had to call and tell you, Glen just left my room and you got that b...g order, but don't let Glen know I told you!" I looked at Newcomer he let out a breath that he just knew was his last one. "Hey big guy don't you forget who helped you land that sale, anything will be more than that fucked up Newcomer would give me. Yes I know what he called me, thank you Rob, that means a lot to me,. She didn’t want to do much of anything anymore. As luck would have it, Leopold Kriechbaum called up his daughter with an offer. He was careful to point out that he was not acting as her father in this, but rather he was coming to her as the representative of a shipbuilding firm who needed her abilities. And so she’d accepted the lucrative offer to head up the design of something much different. She had nothing on the go, and little to feel useful about, so she decided to take up the challenge.. All men do. All men are prone to do this.' I remember that she cried, and she pushed me away from her. I remember that. I can see the whole thing now by closing my eyes." But, from that day on I always thought of myself in connection with the Russian rapists. Always. When I was thirteen and I had the first desire of sex, I turned it off. I did not want to be like the Russians. I did not want to hurt any woman as I had seen them do my mother." Then we escaped to the West. My mother and me. I. .. and then I saw red. Or actually lilac, since she jabbed her finger an inch from my eye, when I suddenly lost it. I grabbed her by the shoulders and slammed her up against the wall hard enough to knock the breath from her lungs in a puff of wintergreen scented air. Shock and pain widened her eyes to large, chocolate brown saucers, and finally (finally!) shut her mouth with a sharp clacking of teeth. Then it filled me, that perverse satisfaction that came with her obvious fear. I was instantly.