I'd racked my brain for months trying to figure out something that I could do, taking her out was not an option, a priest had suggested it and she had...tried it with no success, but I knew there had to be something. Then something my father had said before he had fallen ill came back to me, he'd laughingly told me that no matter how low mum was feeling a good seeing to always cheered her up. I grinned as I had the thought, sex had not been a taboo subject, hell I'd already lost my virginity to. Therefore I told him that if his dick wasn't available, I wouldn't have any trouble finding another. I'm not sure if he thought I was bluffing at that time or not. Anyways we continue sexting and I send him a few dirty pictures and he's keen for us to smash, so he tells me to come over to his dorm room after I'm done with my lectures.So I spend the day just thinking about getting laid and continuing my lectures and labs as a good uni student should. All this while I'm horny as fuck and. I tried to tell Al about what I needed. He thought I was asking him to find me random men, but that wasn't quite it.When I talked to Rosalie, it was so different.We were talking after sex." Rosalie, I love you so much. You are the best lover. If I say something to you, will you promise not to get mad?" What is it baby? Hell, yes, I'm your lover mama, that is such a fucked way of asking me anything, Sylvia, I'm already mad. Tell me what you want to tell me. If I get mad, we'll deal with it,. A piece of folded up paper arrived on my desk, smaller then a matchbook. I unfolded it uneasily, knowing very well who it was from. A note scribbled in neat cursive writing read few words.Freeway side of the school, right after the bell ringsI shuddered and looked over to Bella but her back was to me of course. I crumbled up the paper again and fought with myself about going.It’s a stupid idea.She might just wanna talk.You’re stupid if you believe that.But you’ll never know unless you go find.