”Honestly, I was a little surprised at my words too. I guess finding out about Maggie and her Mom helped me to accept just how badly I wanted my lit...le sister. We both wanted it and my denying that fact had only made both our lives hell this last week. Well, I was tired of living in hell. That could wait until I was dead.Half an hour later Christi found me again and wrapped her hand in my own. She led me up the stairs and into my room. I took my shirt off while she locked the door. We lie down. Ipunch in my security code, the door hums and I'm in. I feel a sense ofrelief being inside somewhere again. I'd be mortified if somebody sawme.As soon as the doors to the elevator close, my paranoid, fatigued andoverwrought mind takes over. What if somebody is working upstairs? Whatif when the elevator opens, someone is on the other side? I never eventhought of somebody riding their bike in or taking the train. Maybesomebody dropped them off and is coming to pick them up. Maybe they'reon an. It is a meditative state that it is necessary for one to enter in order to receive the revelation of the gods. After several minutes of deep concentration my mind cleared and a verse from the sacred canticle entered my mind, Night surrounds me With her cloak of silken blue, Unfathomed darkness, Warm and all-embracing, Speak to me of mysteries In your whispered, honeyed tones. Oh, how apt this was! Verily, it was a sign! My mind raced with excitement as I rose and opened the window again.. My little boy was in heaven, with his eyes closed and his mouth slightly open. I decided to give him a real show by turning around and riding in reverse. "Oh, mommy, I love your fat ass!" Jason spanked my ass hard, which was a very big turn on for me. "Mm yes, baby! Smack my ass!" I gently pulled on his balls as I bounced. After a few minutes of riding, Jason grabbed my hips to stop me. "What's wrong, baby?" I was afraid he was having second thoughts. "Mommy, can I ram you from behind?" He.