" What's that mean?" I think I blacked out." You think you blacked out? Either you did or didn't. Which is it?" I blacked out." You blacked out. How c...arming. You get so drunk that you black out infront of my friends. Charming. So is that it now? You're claimingignorance, really that's the best you can come up with?"I really don't know what happened," breaking down into tears."You don't know what happened?" No!" crying uncontrollably."Would you like me to tell you what happened?" No."She grabs. Be really nice to them.”“Are you talking about sex?” Izzy said.I had to finish my mouthful before I could say anything. “This is not a discussion for us to have. You and your mother need to talk about things like ... sex and stuff.”“My mom and dad both talked to me about sex when I was eight-years-old. I started having periods and they explained what they are and everything and I should be very careful around boys my age and older guys who might like ‘little girls’ like me too much.”“Wow, you. She was actually hiding from it.And, he had no idea what to do about it.As the days went by, Jake and Béla had sex on a regular basis, but Béla's wanton lust was subdued. She did her best, pretending to be interested, but she let Jake take the lead every time, and was satisfied with whatever orgasmic pleasure he gave her.Life went on in that mundane manner for a couple of weeks, Jake going to work and coming home and Béla slipping slowly away from him into her own private dream world, spending. I wasn't sure what Hannah was thinking but she did not answer her door when I knocked to tell her my decision. I went to bed not knowing what tomorrow would bring. Maybe Hannah would be able to explain to me why she wanted to be my slave or maybe Hannah would steal away in the middle of the night. I hoped she didn't try the latter, but I would not begrudge her if she did.Eileen joined Ann in trying to cheer me up but neither my mind nor my body was willing.No one had seen or heard from Hannah.