I slowly walked back into the house and closed the door. It felt so good to be able to go out dress as i was i couldn't wait to do it again. I return...d the trash can to my room and i grabbed a cigarette and my lighter and headed to the back sliding door. Peering out through the curtain i saw all 5 guys still working away and i reached up and pulled the curtain open and opened the sliding door and stepped out onto the wood deck. The sound of the door opening caught their attention and as i. A neighbor or two stopped by every so often, but I was alone most of the time. When my dad was around he seemed always to be depressed or lonely and consistently laconic.’ She stopped, thinking about things. I was thinking about how depressed this conversation was making me. ‘Well, this conversation has really raised my spirits. Thanks so much,’ I said, trying to lighten the mood. ‘Oh waiter, one kabob skewer, please. I don’t need a plate, just shove it in my eye.’ Finally, I got a little smile. “No, no, this is my round. Hang it, I’m going to have a drink this time! Vodka, I think, care to join?” And once again he’s off without waiting for any sort of answer from me. Annoyingly, it what be maddening if Richard did this to me, but with Ben it’s just right, somehow. I don’t take orders well and I don’t like being told what’s right for me, but he’s obviously used to taking the lead – taking charge – and something in his voice makes me want to follow him. A shiver correspondingly runs. We both giggled silently and sat down. “So baby brother how often do you play with yourself” I asked“Oh god at least 3 times a day” he said“Are you going to tell that perverted friend of yours that I caught you today?”“Who… Eddie? Well I wasn’t planning on it” he said “Man he wants you so bad”.“Do you think I should let him fuck me?” I asked“Yeah, he would love that, and I would get to watch”“What do you mean you would get to watch?”“Eddie told me that if he ever got you in the sack he wanted.