" Yeah, but it explained so much. Now I see why he insisted I get help." That was what his friend was worried about the other night. I didn't want to ...ay anything until he told you himself. He's just worried about John getting hurt again." I see that now." Is he okay?" This morning he sure was." Jules let out a low laugh."Yeah," I grinned. "I can't wait to find out for myself." Tonight, unless you're too tired." Then I'll drink coffee at work." Good. I miss you. It's going to be nice to sleep. Nine fucking months were I took the best possible care of the whore as she laughed at me. And I did it twice, with both kids. How come I did not get her pregnant and he did? There is nothing wrong with my wedding tackle! She planned it, they lying cunt!So for about thirty months of our marriage spanning sixteen years, she was mine, if she ever was mine. After thirty months or so, of the first sixty months, if we figure the whore got knocked up the first time out, she chose her cunt and sort of. The next day we turn up and I don’t gamble while I tip for services. When asked why I say, “The Spirits told me to leave your casino in peace for a while.” Which gets some strange looks from some of the security staff. I later find out some of them don’t believe in the old ways while some do, and being given directions by The Spirits is part of the old ways. So those who believe in the old ways half believe my answers. This helps me in my relationships with some of the other casino staff as. ”“I feel the same way, but that’s why you need to talk to them, and only them. Get a dollar figure they’re comfortable with, and that’ll be your basic budget. Then, while you’re still together and everyone’s mind is on the subject, explain to them you and I will cover all the expenses incurred beyond that total.”“I know what you’re saying, but I can see their pride getting hurt.”“I can too, but express your heart and your fears. Reassure them we have the money to help if needed, then work to.