“You didn’t do anything wrong, it was just the call of your body, you didn’t do it on purpose”, I said reassuring her so that she would feel b...tter.I am generally weak at consoling jobs but still I had to do that because I had a job left unfinished or maybe because her beautiful yet pitiful face somewhere was melting the walls I had built against emotional relationships. Why? Well, we will cover that in another story.She suddenly started sobbing. Now I was caught completely off guard. I started. ......it was all biology and no sex till we got Eileen out of there.....we took a break, had some pizza, smoked some pot (but we called it grass then). Rachel smoked pot when she was twelve? Yeah, she did, she was just starting to win piano competitions everywhere, as far as my mom was concerned, she could do whatever she wanted as long as the police didn't come to our house..every crazy thing I did growing up, she did it younger...........and probably better, too..........I loved music, was. Dept and they told me there was a drop in badminton games so I thought that would be fun, I had been teaching for about 10 years now, It was a great job but like every job, has its good and bad days, some of the studets were great others a challenge but I did like the new students every year, helped break up the momotiny of the job so I grabbed my gear and went into the women teachers change room, pulled on my shorts, sports bra and top, as I was leaving I saw myself in the full length mirror. Or three, don’t do anything. You still won’t know anything, Emily will still be mad. Maybe madder because it’ll seem like you’re ignoring her.”“What do you think I should do?”“Oh no you don’t. She wants you, not me. It’s your decision.” I stood up and walked to the door. “Let me know what you decide. I think I’ll get myself a sauna and a haircut. It seems like a good day for it.” as the door closed, I walked off whistling.On Thursday afternoon, April came onto the bridge. I was sitting in my.