I agreed to creampie and they asked if I would follow orders. I said "Yes" and that anal was on the table, as was spanking my ass but not face or tits... Jacki was also okay with all of that. I was asked for a safety word and I said, “Time out.”Jacki went for “Stop please.”I asked that those guys who knew me not to tell my husband about this night. They could joke about it during our play but, once it was over, it's never happened. They agreed. One guy asked if hair pulling was okay. “If you know. I was so horny and I just a nick of a time I smooched her lips so hard and started sucking her lips. She slowly started responding after 3 mints she me and said ‘no no not now’ and she ran off everybody was home so I could talk to her.I went home masturbated countless times. Then I visited her daily we used to look each other and smile. If we were alone I used to touch here and there. She used to give a smile always.One morning when I woke up I got a call, it was her, she asked me to come to. It had started with sexual attraction to both my mother and older sister. Incest fantasies had played an important part in my early development. Then, as I matured, I found myself increasingly attracted to younger girls; girls that looked almost immature yet exhibited signs of pubescence; young girls with emerging breast buds, or flat-chested girls with traces of pubic hair, or teenagers like Sasha who appeared younger than they were - mini-adults, cute, sexy, and off limits.Was it genetic? Was. Short of marriage I can't imagine any arrangement I'd accept that required an exclusive relationship. In fact, I don't think I'd want even a marriage that wasn't open. I don't want more kids so I don't need that kind of stability. And frankly I think a man who wasn't interested in other women would bore me. Actually, I don't want much other than to get laid occasionally at irregular intervals, yet frequently if possible. You're sixty and look fit. But if you're not still virile, I won't.