Gradually I grew bolder and did some exhibtionism standing in our huge picture window, even venturing out into the back garden. Sometimes I,d put up m... two man pup tent, then take off my clothes, walk around for a while before returning to jerk off and then put my clothes back on. One day I pushed my luck too far as my step sister who usually lived with her grand parents was staying with us and had been out doing some shopping suddenly came back unexpectedly. At twenty she had already had boy. I spotted a can of New England clam chowder and grabbed it (I don’t know why, but it was the only thing that sounded appealing to me at the time). I sat in the cafeteria with my food. Dr. Weller and Kristine joined me. They both decided on chicken noodle soup. We began to talk more causally with one another as we ate. ‘Thanks for helping me, Dr. Weller.’ I said after a couple spoonfuls of chowder. ‘Helping you with what, my friend?’ ‘You helped bring me out of stasis. A part of me was. Nope. Nature unpleasant–sure I’ve mentioned that before. Try my hardest, but nature tries harder. Can’t deny what we are. Never compromise with excuses, never forget. So, yeah, ten years and three months. Only know that because Artie reminded me last week. Like drug addict in recovery, like drunk in program–except when I fall, others do, too. Fell today. Quiet parts of me ask ‘Why?’, louder parts ask ‘When next?’. Locked in middle is me and body of suspect in most recent job. Body is innocent.. “What resort?” I asked. “I thought we were going to a beach hotel?”“The place where you are spending next week. Sung is celebrating his coup. He got a juicy cash bonus from a bank that has an affected transaction coming up, he saved them a lot of money when he cued them in on the new policy rules Sunday and they were able to lecture their US banker today. This is all chess you know. They made a big deal of it, the US guy did not believe so they called in his boss and his boss’s boss, but they.