On top of that, I'll be taking hormones that could impair my sexual performance. That could mean no kids. Then, after transitioning, our marriage be...omes non-recognized in 41 states, including this one. And you're afraid of homophobia induced hate crimes? After I become a girl, you may be subject to them as well. After all, you'll be a lesbian if you stay with me." Dan, I am going to stay with you, but it seems like you've thought about this." Of course I have. I have thought about this. We went inside for a wash up and refreshments, the first chance I was alone with Raul, I asked him “what the hell happened out there? Was it planned or was it the effect of alcohol?”He looked at me seriously saying “oh, I hope you do not mind that? The only reason I did not ask for your approval, is, me knowing you very well, don’t tell me you expected me to feel jealous of another man fucking you in front of me, or along with me?”I laughed saying “No, of course not, you and I know that there. Plan to stay out all night. See ya!"She disconnected.From deep inside me, a sob floated up. I began to cry: a deep, gut wrenching, soul emptying cry.The crying jag ruined my time frame, and now, I was speeding through traffic because I was afraid I was going to be late. It was eight o two when I opened the doors to Cody's. Cody's is a hot pickup bar for the "to twenty-five" age, swinging, modern, very liberal, set. The women there are good looking young professionals. I was not the oldest. You cango by Anna but it will never change you have the name Olga so I will callyou Olga from now on. Do you understand Olga?"Jen wanted to help her friend and went after Enzo. "Enzo you are right,you should not be called by a woman's name. This is for you are nothingbut a dirty, no-good, faggot cocksucker."Anna thought there was no better time as the present to get Jen back forlaughing at Enzo's lame attempt at putting Anna in her place. Anna said,"Isn't she right Bruce?"Bruce Halford was.