He smiled and held out his hand for her duffels. "Welcome aboard." He spoke. "You might want to say goodbye to your fan club though." He spoke motioni...g back into the bay.Anja turned to see Kevin running up to the Raptor. She sighed heavily as he nearly skidded to a halt in front of her."What do you want Kevin?" Anja asked."What are you doing?" He asked."What does it look like?" Anja said. "I'm leaving." My father wanted to speak with you. He's waiting in the lounge." Good for him." Anja said.. **********45 Days Before the AnniversaryNearly three months prior, a friend posted a link about conducting a self-inventory via Facebook. The link led to a video of a talk, which was really good and spoke to her about honest ways of being grateful for what one has, but still going out to get the things one doesn't have but wants. Annie was "working on it" as she'd say.Within the comments section on that talk was a curious link to another lecture promoting confidence in women by a Dr. Carly. I would pose for pictures dressed to kill for a guy and we would then venture out to a local dogging site. When we arrive I would go for a walk with my escort and we get followed by a few guys to a quiet spot. I then remove my top and skirt to leave me standing in black seamed nylons, corset, suspenders, bra and heels and invite the guys in. The guys surround me and get their hard cocks out which they all start to wank. I get on my knees and suck the cocks in turn until they come in my mouth. .. and warm."Been a while?" Ah! Since the breakup?" More, no?" Yeah, maybe... a couple of years." Then you can't stay like this. Still more man, you need." And women don't?"She laughs ashamed, pretending to be uninhibited.The looks glued, drill. She swallows dry. Scared and eager."I want." No! Not me. There are others for that." Want you, you know I do." Want me... . I don't want you be sad." Then do it. I need." I know, don't know." Come." The door... someone might..."I hold the little body..