Then I can send him the tape."Jack smiled, "Well I wasn't thinking of me. I have a studio upstairs, you see the girls that work here make a little ext...a tax-free money making movies upstairs. I think I have an idea of something we could do. I'll ask a few of the boys to stay over and we'll shot a real quick little movie. Lets say with two or three of them. I'll film it myself and then you can take it home you can decide which of these you want to send him. I think a little movie of you being. Anything. Then again I may not want to hear what you have to say. Or maybe I will just have to wait till later today or maybe several days, depending on how you feel and what you want to say to me. And if you ever want to see me again. You may not after I have opened my mouth and inserted my big foot. The things running through my head now are doubt, fear, shame, and sheer embarrassment. I wanted to tell you what I felt. I wanted you to know just what you did to me. I didn’t know how else to. I went so wild that my Mami had to stop me since I had cut her breast a little. I went down to her pussy. It was very damp and I had never seen a pussy too. Honestly speaking it is nothing like the porn and it feels a little disgusting in the beginning too but only the hotness of sex keeps it going. I thought I’ll lick her pussy and I went for it. It tasted so bad that I would have puked but the way she moaned got me hard again so I kept going.She kept her hand on my head and pushed me further. Do you consider yourself a girl or a boy?" I am what I am.", said Gretchen. "I was born William Thomas Carson of Garden City Idaho. I grew up believing I was a boy until I hit puberty. But even before then I knew I was different. k**s picked on me, called me wimpy... You know how k**s are. Then when the change came I was actually GLAD, because it meant that I didn't have to play football."Millie laughed."I LIKE being what I am!", Gretchen said proudly, "Not only am I every man's secret fantasy.