" Eric took the powders and followed Azure's instructions to the letter. A week later Azure had her plan in place. She had taken some of Beverl...'s sperm and deftly substituted it for the sample Eric gave her. Both she and Eric studied the sample as Azure explained. "You see there are not as many tadpoles as the dog's seed, and they are not as vigorous. That's because of your previous sterility. Fortunately, these few sperm might be able to fulfill your obligations to Amelia." . People who know joke that it takes balls toget rid of them, and they're right. You have to go through so manyexaminations and talk about your innermost feelings and I guess that'sreasonable for you are proposing to take an irrevocable step. You haveto live as a woman for a couple of years and in the early days it's notso easy because you don't look entirely feminine and people may stare ormake hurtful remarks, but you have to take it and soldier on.Gradually, with various treatments I became. I walked back out of the store and ran to the car again to find that the door was locked and the driver nowhere to be found. I began to panic as people were walking past me, not even attempting to hide the fact that they were staring at me. A few men stopped to talk to me, telling me how sexy I was, attempting to place their hands on me as I finally saw my driver crossing the street, just leaving a burger joint. He hopped in the car and unlocked the door, allowing me to jump in and leave the. "I take a few deep breaths but it does little to calm me. "No, you can't."Her lips curl into a chilling, wicked grin. "I won't have to," she says in a husky voice.I feel my body quiver and a sensual sigh escapes my lips. Slowly, with difficulty, I pull my eyes from her and turn towards the door.With her no longer in my sight, it's a little easier. I start for the door. My legs feel heavy. Already I know something is very wrong."But if you go, you will not know desire as it can truly be.