We played for a several more hours then headed back to her apartment to get some dinner. She made a quick stir fry while I flipped though the ch...nnels to see if anything was on. There wasn’t really but we watched some stupid show while we ate. I took our dishes into the kitchen and rinsed them before putting them in the dishwasher. I sat back down next to her just as a decent movie came on. I stretched my arms along the back of the futon, just trying to get more comfortable. She sidled up. I’ve waited and wanted this time to come all of my life and now that its here, I never want it to end.”I was dumbfounded at her confession, of her declaration of her feelings. It suddenly started coming together in my brain. She wasn’t just teasing me with her suggestive displays and her coyness. She was trying to get my attention so she could show me how she felt. I’m not saying that I agree with her ways but I’m starting to at least understand her actions.I turned her head to look into her. I did find the city a bit daunting at first but enjoyed going down to soho. I saw some ‘live’ shows and bought my first porn tape there. This was pre internet so all porn was still mostly on VHS tapes. I found soho to be quite expensive and to be honest a bit of a rip off as most videos were highly censored. Reading the adverts in the local newspaper I saw there was one for ‘adult videos’ with a phone number. It said they started at £10 per film, or 3 for £25. I phoned and was surprised to find. She liked the idea of being used, abused and left."Eventually. You're young and you have great tits. It'll take a year or two to ruin them. And they will be ruined… eventually. And when that happens, you'll leave. I don't care where you go or what you do, but I won't want anything more to do with you."She shuddered a little and closed her eyes. He knew she'd do it anyway, they always did. At last she opened her eyes and mounted the little podium in the centre of the room."Do me," she said.He.