My husband was dubious but I had this earth-mother image of myself and was adamant. A friend suggested I might want a doula also.Now doulas are not me...ically trained so they can not deliver babies as a midwife can. The doula serves as a comforter and guide during the birthing process. She helps the mother relax during labor. She massages your back, your belly, your legs all to relive the muscle tension that is the direct result of contractions during labor. She is your cheering section as you. It’ll take me an hour to get there, how about you?”“ An hour is good, see you there! I’m so horney for a man between my legs, don’t let me down.”“Nothing to fear there, I don’t know if I can keep myself down til I see you,” and as he hung up, he squeezed off another orgasm.He arrived there first and chose a cozy table in a secluded corner of the rather large lounge with a great jazz group playing across the room. She arrived about ten minutes later as he was perusing the wine list. He smiled. I picked my clothes up & my Backpack off the grassy floor not even thinking about getting dressed.Mom & dad were at the farmers market,they would,nt be home till late, so why get dressed,I made my way through the wood to our farmhouse completely naked,my cock pointing out in front of me,erect with all that was going through my head.I let myself into the kitchen, stood there naked thinking what I should do,not realizing I was looking direct into Moms vegetable trolley,on the top of the. Gritting her teeth, she stood. Now was not the time to come apart. Ardt still needed her – he needed her to guide their children.Theirs had been a complementary style of parenting. She pushed her children to dream of the clouds, knowing Ardt would always be there to root their dreams in reality. She was the visionary because he was there to be the realist. Without him, she’d have to learn to play both roles. She’d need to learn to be the rock as well as the light for her children.As was.