My zapper had been unused since taking her home that night as my lust for sexual decadence had been squashed by a feeling of guilt. It was only logica... that anything that messes with the levels of arousal in such a dramatic way could lead to damaging consequences, but I wanted to rectify the trouble I had caused. But to do that, I needed to find her."I don't," I promised as she bit her lip; my heart sank a little further."You do. You all do. And I can't get another job," she cried. "I got fired. I was distracted in school and suddenly had no use for sweet Becky. I gaveher a host of excuses why I couldn't see her and avoided her as much as Icould. Like most women, she knew something was up and I could sense hernervous frustration with me.In a strange turnabout, I actually condescended to her much like Dev did tome as I told her that I was going to be too busy to see her for the rest ofthe week. I gave her a passionate kiss and sent her on her confused wayfeeling a slight twinge of an. Sam dragged a chair from one of the nearby unoccupied tables, sat down and cocked an eye at Mitch. Mitch in turn pointed to Tanya."If we assume it's a 'go', what next?" Tanya demanded. "How far can we take this before we can't go back?" She explained quickly, "We need to get a whole lotta relatives to OK this first, when we go home this weekend."Sam regarded her cautiously. "You'll do it?" If they say it's OK." Here's what we'd had kicking around for the future of Candy Canyon. With the main. The wine was being freely given out, and after we had all introduced ourselves, we all sat down to dinner. The food was great, we were all busy chatting and getting to know one another, I could tell I was going to really fit in to this party as they made me feel totally relaxed. After dinner we all went into this other room, there were four couples and Jon and myself. I looked around the room and could see couples kissing, others touching one another up, I felt almost excited to be watching.