Sara would draw up offensive plays and send them to the Florida coaching staff.Of course, the Gators never bothered to respond to her. But I took a lo...k at them and I really thought they'd work.She spent the first visit critiquing my performance in the Gator Bowl. I knew I played like crap, and she made no bones about it."You looked listless," she said. "I know it was only the Gator Bowl, but still ... I heard all this hype about you and how good you were. I really didn't see it, to be. Then that evening the same almost happened with my twin sister Jessica, again without even asking for it. What was going on around here?Mom called me down for breakfast as she always did, how could I live my life normally ever again? How could I face them after what I had done? After what I had almost done? I headed to the kitchen and headed instantly to my food, not taking time to look around. I kept my head down and ate quickly, I could feel Jess entering the room, I couldn't even bring. Her name was Beth, she was mostly from a small town in Georgia although being Air Force the family was from all over (that's why her cousin's wedding was held here). And she was alone in town for another day and a half. I said I was too, suggested that we should hang out together, and then started dropping more and more hints about my interest in her--that she was more beautiful than the bride, that some people liked girls as big as her, that we should go to the disco in the hotel tonight,. She smiled again, “WOW! You are the tops sir” she said as she took out her test book.The test book actually recommended that you use a live subject for the benefit of the test so she was happy for me to have volunteered myself.I think she was a bit embarrassed to ask me to undress so I took the lead by standing up and walking towards her, her eyes looked up as I stood just feet away from her. Without a word I pulled my tee shirt up and over my head and her eyes followed every move and then.