Her death was one of the most difficult, and painful things I've ever had to go through, and for a long time I lived single, trying to be a good paren... to our daughter, as best as I could do, and that kept me busy, most of the time, but in those lonely moments at night, I was so very sad; and for a long time, I thought that this sadness would never go away. I'd loved my wife very much. I had assumed that our relationship would just keep on going, but life is full of surprises. So, I settled in. It was a useless exercise but it kept my mind off the inevitable fate about to befall me.I felt a hand slide up my thigh and I jumped about a metre in the air."Fuck!" I cried in hoarse whisper."Well yes please honey; you sure look like you need it 'Secretary bird', you're dressed just like that's what you need; a good fucking!" Eddie laughed."Oh sorry Eddie, I didn't realise you had come in." I offered in a conciliatory tone."Oh fuck the small talk Michele, I've got my second wind now; I just. He knew where that was going, and he didn’t really want it.The fact that he was still a virgin could also be off putting for most guys, he thought.“Really, where do you get all these ideas from, Sean?” Ann chided him. “And trust me, first time does not have to be special that badly. My third boyfriend was actually the first to make me see stars and butterflies and everything you say. You know, your first time might not be perfect, even if you try your best.”“I don’t want it to be perfect,” he. Now do mail me your ideas, feedback at and and I will be waiting for your valuable words. Women and girls are always welcome to discuss the matter of life’s pleasure, because life is short and sweet and we should enjoy the maximum.Now coming to the story, I got a mail from woman named sri latha, the name is not changed as she wants her real name, initially our conversation was just as friends as she appreciated my story and we chatted on hangouts for few days about stories, sex and family,.