At that moment, her eyes opened and she looked at me. Then, without saying a word, she unbuttoned and unzipped her pants. Her shoes were already off, ...nd she quickly stood up and removed her pants. For the first time ever, I found out that she did shave her pussy, except for a thin stretch above her pussy. Sitting back down, she scooted a little ways up the bed, and then invited me for more. I hesitated, not expecting this. She then reached forward and grabbed my hand, pulling me closer.. I didn't feel any excitement about the affair I had just begun. I guessed that I had accepted that I was going to prostitute myself to get ahead. I wanted what Jack was offering me and was willing to pay the price to get it. I felt that Jack had as much to lose as I did if anyone found out about our affair so I was sure he would be as careful about it as I would.When I got home there was a message from Fred on the recorder. He had called at eleven o'clock. He apologized for calling so late and. ?I do try my sweet whore, but first I have your birthday gift for you? I stood, my semi erection drawing your eyes. ?No? I laughed ?its something better than that, something you have often fantasised about. Then last weekend you pointed it out in the pub, I could not bring you the item you spotted, but over the week I have found an identical model?. As I said this I crossed to the bedroom door and rested a hand on the door handle. ?What is it, please tell me?? you asked the realisation that. I feed the chickens and head inside to scramble three eggs. From the pot, I retrieve a leftover piece of steak. The dogs get a half an egg each.I prop my bow up near the door and drag my chair outside to sit with my tea and think things over. The pups have come out and are sniffing around. The dead dog is gone. I go over to look and don't see any sign of it, so I go back to my tea as I contemplate life.I need help. I feel my house is too small for me and another man to live comfortably. Two.