" They will laugh at me and tease me." They won't. They have promised not to laugh or tease you. They want tohelp you."With more than a little bit of ...repidation, I followed her out of herbedroom and into the kitchen."Oh my lord!" cried Alison when I walked into the kitchen. "She is sosweet. Is that really you Kevin?"I blushed, knowing she meant it as a compliment. I wasn't sure how Ifelt about looking "sweet" while dressed like a girl. Jordan and my dadjust stared, like they couldn't believe. Thin, long-limbed, handsome face, I omit my thoughts but feel a shiver in my body.We also sit on the sand, take advantage of the moment, call attention "Anna, Marco, I want you to see photos" I take the phone and call the attention of the two with questions. Miki then, a little embarrassed, begins to chat with Monica. My Monica, equally embarrassed and a bit clumsy, tries to answer ". The gaffes she makes when she speaks make Miki smile, while I keep an eye on the phone with one ear to their. .starting grad school fresh and cleaned my slate. New house, new roommate, more serious study...and I've replaced that old boyfriend, with my new neighbors: a MAN-friend and his amazing, brilliant and hot wife. We three just clicked the moment we met the day I moved in; though the food, the music and wine helped in their awesome, renovated Southern home, when they invited me for a "sleep-over", as my electricity hadn't been turned on yet.That first night in their bed was like a fantasy, that. I suppose I should have felt betrayed by my friends;after all they had tricked me into being gangbanged bynearly 30 black guys the night before I was due to bemarried to a white man – and in my wedding outfit aswell. But I wasn’t angry at them at all. The thing thatdid make me angry was that I was now going to marry aman who previously I had been satisfied with but now,compared to black guys, was, well, nice, but not allthat exciting. But as they said, I didn’t have torestrict.