We did oral sex many times b4 such as smooch, pressing all that. But my G.F Swati (name changed) afraid of having intercourse even with condom. So I n...ver forced her. I’m writing my experience here hope you all especially girls will give me feedback.Since few days Swati was talking very naughty often. She was telling me she wants to feel me totally but same time she used to tell that she is afraid now she will do after marriage. I was making her understand nothing will happen. But she did not. I put the stuff away and went in the house to watch some TV and headed to bed a bit later with all this running through my head. I began to remember more how exciting the man made it sound to my younger self, I remembered that it had sounded so fun. He had said this is how grownups act you want to be a grown up right? I answered “YES” in my thoughts as I fell asleep. It had been several weeks since I had found the file and hiding it, my dad thinking it had been destroyed. I did eventually. Now if I ever see you eating pig slop like that again I will spank you with my spoon."Alexi laughs, "Chef Mabel, I would like to see that."She shakes her spoon at Alexi and teases, "Young man, if you don't behave there will be no beef stew for you."Alexi bows his head in contrition, "I am sorry Chef Mabel, please accept my humble apologies."Chef Mabel smiles at him and hands him a bowl, then she looks at me, shakes her spoon and scolds, "Miranda, why aren't you eating my beef stew?"At her. As thenight goes on, my light on the door flashes at me. So I get up and getthe fresh washed bedding out of the machine. Once back in my room, Imade 'KK's' bed up. So its ready for her. Then I get back on my bed,stretch out and resume my reading.In the very early morning, I lay there snuggled into my robe, fully intoa book and making notes on it for the researchers at Homestake. When Ihear a girl yell, from my guess is right across my hall! "DRAGON!" Thenat the same time, I felt a near tidal.