” Lara says softly a few minutes later as she takes my hand away from her breasts and shuffles away leaving me to sit up. I watch as she pulls on he... T shirt and panties but not bothering with her leggings, I pull on my trousers but leave my T shirt off when Lara wraps her arms around me. She pulls me tightly against her body and I let my arms reach around her, we hold each other in that tight embrace for a long moment before she takes her arms from around me, I try to think of something to say. Not now. Just cool your jets.” I tried to keep a flat and casual tone but I could tell that desperation tainted my comment.“Just guess Gary. What do you think my husband, your friend wants most of all for Christmas?”Gary looked back and forth from Helen to myself, trying to decipher the tension between us. “I don’t know... A silver BMW... a winning lottery ticket... his two front teeth...really, Helen, no idea.”Still glaring at me Helen answered. “ Come on now Gary you two went to grade school. 'Do you want to play football with us? We're a man down from two complete teams.'I kinda wanted to be left alone and was about to tell him bluntly when I noticed his expression - he looked almost concerned. I eased up a bit.'No thanks I'm fine just reading today.' I said.In return, he shrugged and smiled, walking off with the ball. I watched him walk off and noticed how defined he was around the face and as soon as I began to get absorbed into my book again, I was surprised by Josh once more. He watched me like a hawk for the next hour, paying attention to everything I said and did. Thankfully, it was time for the guys to do the male bonding thing and grill up some burgers.Liza and I went inside to cut some onions and tomatoes. While we were in the kitchen, I noticed that she was looking down the front of my shirt.“See something you like?” I joked.“As a matter of fact, yes. You have such gorgeous breasts. I'm wildly jealous! So often, I wish mine were bigger. Jon says maybe we can.