"I'm scared, that's all," I said. "Haven't you noticed? I'm always that way on New Year's Eve. And Y2K is worse. I don't know why, but it's worse this...year."I smiled at him. He certainly wasn't one of my problems. Well, maybe he was, because he's getting older, too,and he's older than I am. I'm forty-two. He's fifty. Or will be next month. So, yes, he was a problem. Works too hard, plays too little, getting around to heart attack time. But he's cheerful, and fun, and he still says I'm. The tank top was fairly long, but as she stretched to pick up the ashtray, I saw her white full panty. "oh...sorry about how I look...had to get out of that skirt," she said. "no problem, Helen", I said. We chatted for a while in hushed tones, and then she said, "okay...close your eyes, Trev...I'm going to get out of this bra, too - or would you prefer to watch?" I told her I'd be amazed to see how she might accomplish that feat. She said, "just help me with the clasp, and I'll give you a. This is now the start of a new life as a totally new person, in every way! As well as being a woman now I also felt so different mentally. In hospital I had not seemed to have time to contemplate my new self. I sat up and unzipped the black lace dress I had put on to leave hospital. I walked over to one of the many mirrors in the suite and looked at this beautiful woman staring back. I was 5ft 9 tall, thin and I looked at my large round breasts sitting in a black lace balcony bra. I moved. We can yell and call each other names or you can leave me to my work and just maybe you'll get to fuck her someday again five minutes sooner than you would otherwise, so stop being a selfish bastard and let me do what I need to do."I gave the attempt at conversation one last try."Myra, I know you want to help, it seems to drive your every waking moments these days ... but is sleeping with your patient really necessary and or at all helpful to the situation?" For the millionth time, she is not.