Too bad they can't make a pill to change me inside and out to a female. I turned the water on and let it warm up. My mind was taken back to the little...eleven-year-old girl in my mail. I loved the nude body of small girls. I couldn't help it. It was almost a disease. Society has made it clear that pedophilia is a horrible way of life and these people who love the lifestyle should be psychoanalyzed, and put away in a loony bin. I can't help the way I am.I almost began to cry as I turned the. I waved him goodbye with the sight of her oiled ass in the air as the car left the driveway.Since I forgot an important instruction to be given. I called him up and told him not to let her cum. He thanked me again. He asked if I would join them for breakfast tomorrow morning at his place. I responded, “I’ll be there.”The next day I arrive at his house in the morning. He opens the door. He was clearly on cocaine. He mentioned that he’s been using her nonstop till an hour back. I’m giving her an. .. the painful parts ... I don't regret anything, and being back here ... I'm so in love with you..."Hitch turned from his back to his side and embraced Kieu-Linh, kissing her deeply, her soft moan echoed by his own. "I feel the same. I admit ... it was hard to separate my feelings from you from my instincts in the field ... I worried about you ... but now that we're here ... now that that is behind us ... I couldn't be happier, Linh." I think I'm ready, James," she said, looking at him. There was no possibility of his being able to explain things to her, Ray realized. Anyway; the disclosures about what had happened between Kathy and Billy, between both children and Maude, and between Kathy, Pete and himself, would simply have shocked her all the more, without creating enlightenment. He knew that he would have to show his wife the truth rather than tell her. And he would get Kathy to help him. If all went well, Paula would not only be made to understand, but would also accept.