"yes, i know. it's gonna hurt. i am gonna make you feel pain you've never felt before in your sheltered life." he kept tieing more rounds of rope arou...d my arms, making sure to fasten each knot until i let out a squeal. "Eventually you'll get used to it and become the dirty whore that you were always meant to be." i could hear him breath more heavily. He grabbed both my hands and pulled them down to my neck, tieing them one over the other. he took his time, enjoying this. occasionally when he. ” He said in a hazy anger“Your elder brother is gay too?” I said“No, Jason and I are gay, but Geoff is bi.” He said trying to get back to sleep“Was I you’re first, or did Jason and Geoffrey get to you first?” I with a possessive tone in my voice“Oh, they tried, but I saved myself for you, you don’t know how long I’ve wanted you but, I didn’t think you were gay.” He said tearing up“Heh, same here Adam.” I said recalling the year of watching him from afar wishing and wishing but knowing it. As she walked away I thought to myself, “yeh I could fuck that”? I met Dawn in the lobby at seven I took her to Portofino one of Mirage’s best restaurants. She mentioned that she loved to dance and the waitress mentioned Revolution a Beatles themed dance bar at the Mirage. Dawn said “I love to dance!! And I lied when I said “so do I”. Well off to the Revolution Bar, in the dim light of the bar you could not tell we were twenty five apart. I said what the heck, the band struck my “Michele” and I. After this we both laid in my bed short of breath for a while. We looked at each other, smiled, and kissed one last time. We fell asleep in each others arms. When we woke up, we got dressed, went out for breakfast together, and spent the entire day just hanging out with each other. When night came we knew she would be leaving the next day so this time I spent the night at her house. I had to sneak in through her window after her folks had fallen asleep. Once I was in we kissed and.