Although it all may sound a bit sordid, it wasn't, it was in fact beautiful, very beautiful and as I slipped into bed behind my mother, I wondered if ...e'd ever find that level of pleasure again!Morning came all too soon and I tried to ignore it, but between them mum and Jill roused me and together we took our coffee and toast down into the garden in a kind of symbolic gesture, probably in my honour, they both wore a tee shirt and sexy little panties and treated me to some beautifully posed. As I had gotten so engrossed in my meat beating I had not realised there was a hole in the door facing me , it was covered up with a bit of toilet paper when I got there but I suddenly relaised there was an eye peeping through it watching me.I nearly dropped dead on the spot ,I was very naive about gay sex and what really went on , and the thought of being caught was terrifying .The watcher whispered , "what beautiful panties I loved the show" my cock instantly hardened and my heart raced. More later on that. I was starting to believe that I was some sort of monster. I blamed myself for losing my family and now I was losing the only people I had ever really cared for. Even the pastor of the church that Michelle and her family attended got into the act, letting me know that the family would probably feel better if I’d just go away, preferably to another state. Unfortunately for me, I thought I had no where to go and no one else to turn to. All was lost and I wanted out of my. I went back home after 1 hour. Mom opened thedoor and invited me in. I gave her all the things I bought. She tookthem and asked me to take bath and come. I went to take bath andcame out of my room. I went to her room and knocked the door. Shesaid come in. I went in and my beauty is waiting for me in silksaree with flowers in head and bed.. I went near her and hugged herfrom behind and said I never thought I will have you in bed. Mom said talk less work more. I took her face in my arms and.