I know you must have been shocked and maybe scared from what you saw this morning, but I'll explain later and I hope very much you'll understand. Tamm... wanted to let you know before this started and Dad and I were against it. We now see that Tammy was right and we were wrong. God, I hope this will not affect you for life. I want you to take a shower and have something to eat and then we'll talk. But please, please don't freak out; don't start hating anybody within the family and just calm. “Why is that,” Beckah asked her curiously.“You might be angry at me if I tell you,” Stephanie said.“I won’t. You can speak your mind with me,” Beckah replied.“Okay, if you say so. I am a lesbian. When I drink I tend to hit on women. I have only slept with one woman before and she broke up with me before we got back together. I have wanted a girlfriend so bad lately and you are the hottest woman that I have seen. I don’t want to hit on you or do anything stupid, so I should not drink anymore.. After the initial shock, she was relieved at the convenient stroke of luck. She looked into his eyes and smiled back. Then she heard footsteps and looked over to see Mike coming down the hall. Steve noticed his roommate approaching and turned to walk out. Just then, Aileen reached out and grabbed him by his belt, her fingers brushing against his groin, and pulled him closer. As he turned back to face her, he watched as she shifted her gaze from his eyes down to his crotch and licked her. That would be challengingindeed with no memory or inner helper. Should I go to work today? It hadbeen Saturday night when I went to bed for the last time as Peter. Inoticed a little blinking light on the open laptop, meaning it was onlysuspended, so I pressed a key in the hope of seeing the time and date.Just a blank screen requiring a password appeared. I was brutallyreminded that I knew absolutely nothing about the woman I had become,least of all her childhood pets or previous car numbers. I.