My eyes seemed to roll back in my head, as lust, sexual curiosity and energy took control. I checked again to see if he was asleep, before moving my h...nd up his thigh. When my finger tips found his cock as it rested on his stomach, another stream of pre cum ran from my cock, making my underwear wet. It felt as if I was having one long orgasm as wave after wave of pleasure shot through my throbbing, twitching hard on. I didn’t even need to touch myself any more, just touching Jon was edging me. “Ms. Petrov won't be happy if I don't bring you,” Mom continued. “You don't want me to get in trouble at work.”“Are you guilting me into having sex with your boss?” I asked.“I understand,” she said, sighing. “You have all those schoolgirls to have sex with. Why would you want to enjoy your old mom and her boss? You have all that exciting flesh around. I get it. I do.”The mom-guilt hit me hard. I squirmed. The plans with Pita were already ruined by Wendy asking to join. How could I say no to my. One or more shots splattered the window which tilted outward. I imagine some fell out the window and may have been caught in the sunlight. I hoped she saw it. It was then as I lay back to relax on the bare plywood floor that I realized I had no shirt on. Val must have seen my shoulder and chest muscles gyrating. She must have known what I was doing even if she hadn’t seen all the sperm on the glass. When I peeked out again she was gone; I felt relieved. But then the realization that she had. But unlike a eunuch, it still retains its gonads. It will still feel those urges, but be unable to satisfy them and purge itself. That fosters a mindset of total frustration, weakness and helplessness, where it becomes a pathetic, whimpering and totally malleable mess, for its owner.It is ready to do anything and be used in any way. It’s owner no longer need to go looking for it, only to find it masturbating, or even totally spent and uncooperative, in some corner.Overtime, it will learn to.