Why not both? A real man could handle two."You're very cute" Toni told him, and it seemed like just moments later that she was already nestling agains... him, running her hands over his buttocks telling him how nice and round they were. He'd only had one beer, yet felt somewhat dazed already, wasn't sure why. Wasn't sure he liked the way she stroked his ass. That was the way a guy stroked a girl. Telling him she liked its shape, the kind of way she did it, he wasn't sure that was the way a guy. Peterson’s speech almost word for word. I had declined the valedictorian honor several times in no way wanting to get on stage and speak to the same people to had tormented me most of my young life. After everyone had spoke and Mr. Peterson had given out all the awards and scholarship, he flipped to the last page in his stack of papers. I still remembered the words. “The awards I will present to this last student will make me the proudest. In all my years of teaching, I must say I have never. Each flash brought more heat and more tears to my cheeks. I couldn’t believe that I was crying… or that I was here in a skirt and blouse. What nightmare was this? Would I awake soon? He grabbed my chin in his meaty hand and lifted my head up, making me look once again into his eyes. I saw something there that I had never seen before and it terrified me. If I had to put a name to it, I could only call it ‘lust.’ ‘How many pictures did I just take of you?’ He demanded to know. I shook my head and. I was accomplished, affluent, and had a great sense of humor. My ex-wife and I never settled into the family life since we opted to have no children. We did, however, share a great sex life and spent the last several years of our life playing in the swinger’s community. Adopting the kids was our chance to redeem ourselves. Unfortunately, she couldn’t handle parenting, so off she went. I wanted to do things right. I needed to set an example – for the kids, for my brother, and for the Family.