She slowly started to turn around, but I waved Jordan to keep moving. ‘Guys, keep going. I’ll catch up!’ I took a deep breathe, turned around an... prepared to give Zach a piece of my mind when Freddie cut me off. ‘I got this, Jack. Get Hannah home.’ I’d never been more grateful to have a brother who had been the captain of the Notre Dame Bengal Bouts in my life. ‘Thanks Freddie, you’re the best!’ ‘Just get out of here.’ He shot back with a smile as he rolled up his sleeves. God, he loved. He would be flying into Edinburgh International Airport on the 27th of December and staying for two weeks in a hotel across town. I was excited and scared all in the same breath. My mind started to race. What if he doesn't like me? What if he's not what he's been like?I waited to speak with him on the phone that night to discuss all the details. I would meet him at the airport and drive him to his hotel, let him unpack and take him a quick wee tour around the town and then see were we stood. Walking in, I pull you toward me, holding you close to me, feeling your body press against mine. Holding your head in my hand, I bring my lips to yours, kissing you softly, fully and deeply. Your hands roam down my back and grab my buns, squeezing them and pulling me into you. You can feel me pressed against you, obviously excited and eager. You lay back on the ground, pulling me down with you. I lay on top of you, arms on either side, as we embrace and kiss, your hands roaming over my body.. I was mad at myself too. how could i not have sensed it? how could i not at least suspect that something my little girls were consuming had caused them to — then i remembered – id consumed it too — and peggy — no wonder she — and my innocent little boy peter. i went back and forth from panic to anger then. when i looked around and counted all those bottles on the floor, the potential damage really hit home. my youngest girl had consumed more of this stuff than anyone else in the family. far.