She continued to try and hold it with her hand but to no avail. She sunk to her knees in despair and humiliation of having pissed herself in front of...me. She began to cry and wailed I’m a stupid old woman it’s a wonder anyone will ever want me again I’m fat and useless I can’t even stop myself peeing myself. I hate my body and I hate me, you must hate me to. I felt strangely aroused. I loved her big fat round stomach that overshadowed her groin and her large droopy breasts. Her bras were. Do you think Rugenberg may accept a challenge from me? That would end it, right away."Count August shook his head dubiously."He would be foolish to do so. You are no nobleman in your own right, Brother Joerg, and he needs not hear your challenge, unless..." Unless?"August smiled."Unless we can make your challenge known to his soldiers. With the fickle hold he has on most of his men, he cannot appear as a coward to them."Joerg nodded."I shall word the challenge and send a herald, to announce it. ...oh my baby boy. No..please darling I can't take you insideme." He smiled slightly only for me and I knew he wanted to reassure me. Hetold me earlier we would be mom and son again soon. I felt my love for himdeepen. He turned to his father and whispered something. I saw Johns facecontort in pain as he nodded and walked towards me. He had somethingbehind his back and I was afraid. James spoke: "Close your eyes whore. I have something you will always remember thisblessed day by. . Of course, it was different in my home country, and criticism has been part of my daily practice here. Three weeks passed as I was laying in my hammock at about 9:00 in the morning on an ordinary weekday -I start teaching at 6:00 p.m. at local tech- when I peered through the window curtains to see who was calling aloud “good morning!!” Locals never knock at the door here if they are visiting someone, or inquiring. It was the new next door woman who needed assistance for a gas stove.