.damn." Out with it honey. You obviously didn't call me to drink wine and smoke." I said and leaned forward."Well" she stammered, "it's Phil, I think.....well, I found...he's a transvestite or at least interested in it."I sat back and smiled, then chuckled a bit and finally just laughed. Pam was furious with me."Cheryl, this is NOT funny. I thought, of all people, I could depend on you to help me through this and you're treating it like a joke and believe me, it's not."I quieted down and leaned. " Go to hell."I pulled the dildo out and walked over to the table. I grabbed a spider gag, the ones that don't let them bite down, but have a hole to stick your dick in, and my third largest dildo, a twelve in one that was about five or six inches around.I walked over to her and told her that if she didn't do as I said, she'd get it up her ass. She didn't believe me, and her tirade about how sick I was ended abruptly when I disappeared and started poking her ass with it. "I'm sorry, I take it. In stockades, what was I to do? I obediently opened my mouth as wide as I could and acquiesced to the dripping dick that was inserted into my mouth. I was being fucked at both ends now and lost in lust. I could have cared less about what I'd be called afterward. I was thoroughly enjoying the experience. They took turns roughly using both my holes and laughing over the nasty comments about my lack of experience. I couldn't feel more humiliated and used. I was nothing but an object to be abused. The best advice I had gotten from some random guy online was "stop thinking about it and just do it!" Strangely, this stuck in my head and I decided it was time to follow through. I got online and joined a m4m chatroom on Yahoo, which I frequently visited to go cam to cam with. I typed "19yrs, bottom seeking local top for first experience". The responses flooded in. Guys were asking to go cam to cam. At first, I thought this was going to be easy ....but I was sadly mistaken. Most guys just.