Conferences with the doctors, nurses, and marine personnel to find out what had happened. It was going to be hard. Amanda was a big help in telling us...what would happen and what we could expect. I sat next to Megan and Victoria, with an arm around each. Megan, especially, was taking this very hard. I assumed it was just her empathetic nature that was responding to our grief.We finally decided that Victoria and I would go to the hospital, with Megan staying at Amanda's house to be with the. She lookedat me and smiled. I tried to find my friend Rohan in that face but I couldnot make it out. Her manners and the way she talked and moved had no traceof Rohan anywhere. She looked at me staring at her and knew something wassuspicious. We had dinner and retired to our rooms. She came inside andchanged into a nighty and lied besides me. She came near me and askeddirectly, "You went to my home. Didn't you?" No no! I went to doctor, I already told you earlier." Anoop, I know your lying. I wouldn't." It's OK Cheryl. The only thing I mind is that I'm not part of it. I'd like to be there... to watch you." Oh God, Barbara," and the girl put her face on her sister's ample bosom. "I feel so guilty." But she remembered how hot it had made her to watch John and Barbara together and it made her believe that maybe Barb wouldn't mind."You don't have to feel guilty, Cheryl. Think of John as your best friend. There's nothing wrong with having a best friend relationship with a man.But. Roger was sorry to see them go, and told Aaron and the others that he hoped he might be able to work with them again sometime. Some people may consider the Amish to be a little weird, he thought, but they were the salt of the earth, and their dedication made them very heartwarming to work with.Roger wasn't ready to head back just yet. He was enjoying himself working hard, and was pleased to see what little he could do was having an effect -- not that it counted for much in the overall scheme of.