"If that is like being born," he said. "Then I wantto be born every day and if it's dying, then I'll die every day." I was a star going into a nova a...d a comet smashed into me," Ianswered. "And I exploded into billions of burning hot atoms, it wasso, so, I don't know so sensational, awesome, incredible. I should beexhausted but I feel so alive." I was going to stop, I thought you were having a terrible seizure, Iwas going to stop and then it hit me and I couldn't stop, didn't wantto, didn't. She didn't know where to turn, and the only way she could think of to deal with it was let her mind go somewhere else during this week. Soon it would be over and she'd be no worse for the wear, she told herself. She spent a little time with Abigail and Jack, and that was the only time she felt safe. She and Jack had stolen some intimate time together. They'd not made love, but were able to hold hands and snuggle during a movie, and then kiss some when Abigail was looking the other way. Allison. It was something called city homicide. I had been watching it off and on all week. Since there were four seasons, I could always watch half and hour before doing something around the house, then come back to it later.I watched about half an hour and the thing that pulled me away was sleep. I kind of wanted Bitsy and Lillian involved when we turned it over to the police. Because of that I shut it all down, then crawled into the slightly too narrow bed.The alarm was reset to 7:00 exactly. It rang. She asked if I was starting to feel buzzed and I said I was. As her skin softly brushed mine, I looked into her deep blue/green eyes. She told me that I was beautiful and I blushed even more. She put her hand on my bare leg(I was wearing a skirt/dress) and asked me if I thought we should kiss? As my body was warm and trembling all over, that sounded like one of the best ideas I have ever heard. It was so amazing as she leaned in and pressed her soft, wet lips against mine. As she did her hand.