I said “I don’t know you lets know each other well and then decide”She- ok.We exchanged our numbers and I included her in my group. I also said ...er that don’t tell anyone about us. Time passed we knew each other well. And accepted her love. We came close and everthing changed. But everything was limited to kiss. But one sudden day she wants go to night out. I said ok. I booked a hotel far from city in another city.We reached into the room she hugged and all happened but a change that she was. This was even more important if I was the one that was going to be held accountable for so many deaths.Galerius was a good soldier but he did not want to do what I commanded next. He and his men were to stay here until just before the city was circled. I wanted my traps protected but the men safe.The group that would get here first was from Seleucia. They may try for glory and attack first or wait for everybody to attack together. When I was about to leave Lazeez was dressed and ready to go. And the strange thing is that he was right. By the time I said yes I knew Carl was aware of the things that could go wrong. Carl finally convinced me he knew what he was asking and that he wanted a kid enough to agree to it. I was also sure, well as sure as I could be under the circumstances, that this wouldn't destroy my relationship with my brother. And as much as I liked Connie, and she was a really good friend of mine, I knew nothing would ever take Carl's place in her life. Carl also. I am 18 years of age. I was born in Tamil nadu. Now I am living with my parents in pune. I was a bit hesitant in writing this in the beginning. But I wanted to share my feelings, deeds and thoughts to like minded.Since this is a long story extracted from my “secret diary” you will get the clear picture of my feeling and dreams with regard to a neighbor aunty, even though it is common for a boy generating erotic thoughts about neighboring ladies, but no one ever tried to put in diary.Here I am.