She looked at me and said that she did still love me, and that she still wanted to be with me, but that she couldn't stop fucking other guys and neede... to experience new things. After a lot of back and forth (sparing the boring details), I caved and told her that I loved her too much to lose her and that if she wanted an "open relationship" type deal I would be okay with it. But then she turned on me again, and said that she really liked watching me eat cum out of her pussy and having me fuck. "Yes I could use a drink." She replied"Follow me to my place. I don't think either of us wants to go to the local bar with cum stains all over our clothes." I said with a giggleWe drove back to my house and we gathered in the kitchen. My husband had already left for his evening shift. My daughter Sara and her friend Beth were upstairs doing whatever teen girls do. I pulled out a bottle of Zinfandel and poured two healthy glasses."Connie I suspect we were both surprised to meet like we did. I don’t know what happened but next moment we found ourselves lips locked. Nothing was coming to mind, we were sucking each other lips, exploring each others tongue. We lasted like that for more then 20mins and in between my hands went to her boobs.When we lasted from sexier kiss we were fully exhausted but we knew us r ready for our first sex encounter. With that particular incident, every thing got changed between me and my cousin. She unbuttoned her t shit and placed my hands on her bare. Did it hurt? Yes, it was among the more painful experiences I have had but more painful to me was denying myself you that night. It was late anyway and we had an early flight. You were satisfied with me kneeling before you, my bare chest jutting forward like the prow of ships in port, your penis sliding in and out of my mouth.G-d, I love you! You are the head of our little family, my protector, my lord, my friend, my lover, my husband, and your needs are my needs.I knew your need, I knew it.