" It's not my usual look," I said."Um. Have you ever actually worn any of these clothes outside yourapartment."I admitted that I had not."Well, there...s no point in having sexy clothes if you don't display themin public. And don't worry about overshadowing me," she added. "Myoutfit will be at least as sexy as yours."And with that, I had to be satisfied.++++++On Friday night, on tenterhooks, I waited for the sound of theentryphone which would signal Avanti's arrival. I wasn't exactlyshaking. I went inside and sat on the couch. She came to me and offered a cold drink. I took it and was making a casual talk. I was sweating because I was afraid about anyone coming inside and misunderstanding us as we were alone in the home.Diya asked me if I was comfortable and to that, I told her what I was thinking. She convinced me and we talked about boyfriend-girlfriend and related stuff. A few minutes after the topic, without hesitating, I asked her if she was a virgin or not.Diya gave a weird. I start to explore your smooth balls with my tongue. I sit up just for a brief second and with some cock brained babble you toss me a pillow and I prop my head up as you dove your hot tongue into my clean tight lil sissy cunt. You tease and torment me for several minutes as I try and please your cock and im so horny and need to take your hot cock inside me. Your cock is so fucking hard and aroused, throbbing and wet with my sissy spit. You allow me to crawl forward onto the floor, perching my. ." But I had no time for wondering. Not yet.Perhaps later. First I had to find myself and convince him that he hadmade a mistake. That I wasn't the right person to take.Maybe my life was not good enough.I had to try.So I opened the door. There was a sea of people outside. All lined upfor the annual billy cart race.Somewhere amongst all these people I would be standing, watching.But as I looked at face after face I realized that I had no memories ofwho I was.I only had memories of who SHE.