As long as they don't hurt you. I love you and only you Nick" she says standing up and moving back over to the bed. Her eyes on me sending the message...that she will be okay, but it’s not going to be okay, I should have done more. I should have killed them both."So sweet, now come here and kiss me" Tommy calls as he pulls his tee shirt over his head. She looks back at me and up at Jack who still holds the knife against my bleeding skin"Open your eyes bitch." He says as pulls her towards him. I looked up at her. She had this cute little smirk that said she knew she had fooled me. Her eyes betrayed her true feelings though. You could tell that many times before she had reached this point and shit turned sour. She seemed ready for me to back out. I’m not going to lie, for a second I thought maybe I would, but when I opened my mouth the only words that escaped were, ‘I’ve never done this before, so don’t judge me.’ Then I plunged down on her cock, trying to be as toothless as I’ve ever. So the gal asked me my number and she gave to me hers.1 month passed and I had completely forgotten about her, I received a call from a girl and she asked do you remember me. I said sorry I dont remember then she told me where we met so we talked abt 15 mins. And I just said I am busy so disconnected the call.She again called me and again talking for 10 mins i again said sorry I am busy. Then after half hour she again called me so I talked her and said her to meet her in the evening. We met in. The maid and the cook moved with us as they lived in. Cook said to me, "Master Jerry, what's the matter?" Cookie, it doesn't look like home."She hugged me and said, "Don't worry, 's new, 's what them posh people call 'art decor', I've read about it in me Woman's Own."At the time cook seemed to be old but was probably in her early twenties.I settled into Cliff House and went to the local school. I settled in fairly quickly but I was still an only child and spent a lot of time on my own. Father.